New Semesterrr!

This will be a very short update!

Holidays are finally over and I am now in a brand new semester, final semester for CAT. Insya Allah. I'm back in Shah Alam and tidied up my room from all the nasty habuk and dirt everywhere! I registered at the faculty yesterday and thank God everything went well. The head of program told me to keep doing what I am doing and score the last two papers, that lifted up my confidence in some ways. I promised myself to stay focus this semester as last semester was a total disaster, which resulted the dreadful exam results. Here I am, back in the game. With a new game face on :)

Game face yang tak berapa nak ketat.


Holiday Updates! Zoo Day.

Hello, how are you doing?

I have no idea if anybody is even reading this blog, but I just have the urge to just, write. Sorry I've been away for awhile, blame me and not others. It's just that, my passion to blogging comes and goes whenever it wants. Same goes to all my interests to other things; shopping (and blogshopping), drawing, cooking, dancing, singing. You name it.

I don't really feel like writing right now. You can see it from the awkward-ness of my sentences. But, f*ck it :) 

Last week, I went volunteering at Zoo Negara again. This time, I went with Danial, Mok, and my siblings; Sue and Amir. This was the most tiring day compared to my other two days. But, it was worth it. This time, I was assigned to clean up the giraffes' cages. Trust me, it was one hell of a smell. 


Takut, penakut.

Tak semua kau rancang akan berlaku
Mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku
Entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta
Mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja
Untuk engkau bertanya jika ku mencintaimu juga
Tidak adil, tidak adil baginya

Kau tak pernah cuba memahami aku
Cinta kau ucap tak pernah engkau tunjuk
Dan bila saat ku kehilangan
Beban yang tak pernah cuba kau ringankan

Kau bukan milikku
Dan aku memang penakut
Mengakui cinta kepadamu
Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
Bila bersamamu
Kau bukan milikku
Dan engkau pun tahu
Kau bukan milikku

It's time.


It's not easy.

It's not easy at all.
But I am taking a step at a time. 
And I know I have to keep myself together. 
Don't worry, 
I am good. 
Very good. 


  1. I am on a short 20 break for 20 days. 
  2. I need a getaway.